Dear 11 yr old me, Your are disappointed

Dear 11 yr old me,

Your are disappointed

I don’t know where ill end up But as long as I keep my eyes shut My wrists will remain uncut And I will continue to have luck Not for long until I remember the past Drowning in my thoughts that forever last Until I break free From an eternity Of pain and shame that lead me down a road that I cannot tame Without the medicine Without this pain I have learned that there will be no gain Hard work makes more enemies than friends So I continue to look through the lens Viewing my future and walking down the lane Alone With no-one left to blame But my own brain And the people who made me insane And so I forgive the little girl Who didn’t know how to live In a house made up of flames With a hundred of different names Left her looking in mirrors to only see tears In her hand she held the shears Waiting for the right moment to finally fly But she only now realized the only way to do it is to die And so she cried.

Depresión: el secreto que compartimos

 

 respect your pillow, they’ll catch your tears when nobody else will

Sleep Party People - Notes To You

Querido padre
Esta es mi carta
Hablando honestamente
Llévala a tu habitación

¿Te gustaría, padre?
¿Ahora  es nuestro turno?
Nada es lo suficientemente bueno
Finalmente avanzando

Esto es por los malos tiempos
Contándote nuestras mentiras
Y yo creo en ti

George Harrison

Sunrise doesn't last all morning

A cloudburst doesn't last all day

Seems my love is up and has left you with no warning

It's not always going to be this gray

Hold me down

I left my window open
for three months
to fill my room with a smell
that isn't you

We got history

Grant me one hour on love's most sacred shores

To clasp the bosom that my soul adores,

Lie heart to heart and merge my soul with yours

Yasu

Y yo me pregunto: En vez de escarbar en el jardín de los demás. ¿Por qué no os dedicais a plantar flores en el vuestro?

You don't mean what you say

Look at me! I say "I love you" while i'm teaching you to hate yourself.

Look at me! I say "I care" while you're dying of hunger and thirst.

Look at me! I say "You're beautiful" while I give you poison to eat.

These ghosts in my head

He estado intentando luchar Estos fantasmas en mi cabeza No sé si quieren quedarse Estos fantasmas en mi cabeza Cuando estoy triste ellos aparecen Les ayudaré a escapar Estoy intentando no perder la cabeza Estaré bien