Dear 11 yr old me,
Your are disappointed
I don’t know where ill end up But as long as I keep my eyes shut My wrists will remain uncut And I will continue to have luck Not for long until I remember the past Drowning in my thoughts that forever last Until I break free From an eternity Of pain and shame that lead me down a road that I cannot tame Without the medicine Without this pain I have learned that there will be no gain Hard work makes more enemies than friends So I continue to look through the lens Viewing my future and walking down the lane Alone With no-one left to blame But my own brain And the people who made me insane And so I forgive the little girl Who didn’t know how to live In a house made up of flames With a hundred of different names Left her looking in mirrors to only see tears In her hand she held the shears Waiting for the right moment to finally fly But she only now realized the only way to do it is to die And so she cried.
