I'm so lost

i want to die. Only reason im trying to stay alive is for my mom... I don’t want to cause her any pain since she didnt get over her parent’s and brother death... but at the same time her life would be way better if she didn’t have me... she wouldn’t have most of the problems that she does have rn, she wouldn’t be with my dad and she could be living making more money in NY... i don't want to hurt my mom with my death but at the same time i do know that i will be able to help her with my death

I was almost a school shooter

All the lonely people

Oyasumi Punpun

"She was a person that someone like me should never ever get close to.
But even so, to seek beauty is human, to be played and toy around is human and to break and destroy is also human."

everything is going to hell cover

Todo lo que me gusta se está  yendo al infierno

Y todos los que me caen bien están viviendo en el infierno

No tengo uso para los amigos, sólo conexiones

Dame lo que quiero y déjame solo

y en cinco años desde ahora tal vez esté viviendo en el infierno

En diez años a partir de ahora tal vez podría estar muerto

Cuando despierto en la  noche, estoy flotando sobre

Las cobijas de mi cama

No tengo uso para el tiempo, ya tuve suficiente

Dame lo que quiero y déjame solo

Should I close my heart to others?

Those you love are the ones who hurt you the most

L. Frank Baum

That proves you are unusual," returned the Scarecrow; "and I am convinced that the only people worthy of consideration in this world are the unusual ones. For the common folks are like the leaves of a tree, and live and die unnoticed.

flatsound - it's sunday, april 19th and i miss you

Cuando eras un niña en la granja
le viste empujarla por la fuerza de sus brazos
así que ella se fue durante la noche cuando estabas en la cama
y se llevó tu confianza al irse

Ya estás herida
Me asusta de que si pones
tu confianza en mi la haré peor
Te haré daño

Agarro una flor del tallo
y la observé morir en mis manos
y grité, "oh dios mio
lo hice otra vez, estoy destruyendo la inocencia"

Así que no me puedo quedar
mi corazón es muy débil para pensar
en la forma que solías decir
te extraño.

Doki Doki Literature Club

A Joke

A man walked into a club..
In the club, there was a girl who liked him very much.
They spent some time together, and then she liked him even more.

One day, the girl realized she was in love with him.
Before disaster could happen, a third party intervened with her programming.

Suddenly, the girl hated herself for being in love.
Thiss contradiction caused t he script to derail.

The universe  s tarted to collapse, but she killed herself just in time.

Nobody ever texts me first

roses are red
noone hits me up
she's stuck in my head
what can i say
loneliness is beautiful
but i'm tired of feeling this way